Words of Sri Aurobindo
I spoke of a strong central
and, if possible, complete faith because your attitude seemed to be that you
only cared for the full response – that is, realisation, the presence,
regarding all else as quite unsatisfactory, – and your prayer was not bringing
you that. But prayer in itself does not usually bring that at once – only if
there is a burning faith at the centre or a complete faith in all the parts of
the being. That does not mean that those whose faith is not so strong or
surrender complete cannot arrive, but usually they have at first to go by small
steps and to face the difficulties of their nature until by perseverance or
tapasya they make a sufficient opening. Even a faltering faith and a slow and
partial surrender have their force and their result, otherwise only the rare
few could do sadhana at all. What I mean by the central faith is a faith in the
soul or the central being behind, a faith which is there even when the mind
doubts and the vital despairs and the physical wants to collapse, and after the
attack is over reappears and pushes on the path again. It may be strong and
bright, it may be pale and in appearance weak, but if it persists each time in
going on, it is the real thing. Fits of depression and darkness and despair are
a tradition in the path of sadhana – in all yogas oriental or occidental they
seem to have been the rule. I know all about them myself – but my experience
has led me to the perception that they are an unnecessary tradition and could
be dispensed with if one chose. That is why whenever they come in you or others
I try to lift up before them the gospel of faith. If still they come, one has
to get through them as soon as possible and get back into the sun. Your dream
of the sea was a perfectly true one – in the end the storm and swell do not
prevent the arrival of the state of Grace in the sadhak and with it the arrival
of the Grace itself. That, I suppose is what something in you is always asking
for – the supramental miracle of Grace, something that is impatient of the
demand for tapasya and self-perfection and long labour. Well, it can come, it
has come to several here after years upon years of flat failure and difficulty
or terrible struggles. But it comes usually in that way – as opposed to a
slowly developing Grace – after much difficulty and not at once. If you go on
asking for it in spite of the apparent failure of response, it is sure to come.
Sri Aurobindo: Letters on
Yoga Vol 2; Page – 575
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I should like to say
something about the Divine Grace – for you seem to think it should be something
like a Divine Reason acting upon lines not very different from those of human
intelligence. But it is not that. Also it is not a universal Divine Compassion
either, acting impartially on all who approach it and acceding to all prayers.
It does not select the righteous and reject the sinner. The Divine Grace came
to aid the persecutor (Saul of Tarsus), it came to St. Augustine the profligate,
to Jagai and Madhai of infamous fame, to Bilwamangal and many others whose
conversion might well scandalise the puritanism of the human moral
intelligence; but it can come to the righteous also – curing them of their
self-righteousness and leading to a purer consciousness beyond these things. It
is a power that is superior to any rule, even to the Cosmic Law – for all
spiritual seers have distinguished between the Law and Grace. Yet it is not
indiscriminate – only it has a discrimination of its own which sees things and
persons and the right times and seasons with another vision than that of the
Mind or any other normal Power. A state of Grace is prepared in the individual
often behind thick veils by means not calculable by the mind and when the state
of Grace comes, then the Grace itself acts. There are these three powers: (1)
The Cosmic Law, of Karma or what else; (2) the Divine Compassion acting on as
many as it can reach through the nets of the Law and giving them their chance;
(3) the Divine Grace which acts more incalculably but also more irresistibly
than the others. The only question is whether there is something behind all the
anomalies of life which can respond to the call and open itself with whatever
difficulty till it is ready for the illumination of the Divine Grace – and that
something must be not a mental and vital movement but an inner somewhat which
can well be seen by the inner eye. If it is there and when it becomes active in
front, then the Compassion can act, though the full action of the Grace may
still wait attending the decisive decision or change; for this may be postponed
to a future hour, because some portion or element of the being may still come
between, something that is not yet ready to receive.
But why allow anything to
come in the way between you and the Divine, any idea, any incident? When you
are in full aspiration and joy, let nothing count, nothing be of any importance
except the Divine and your aspiration. If one wants the Divine quickly,
absolutely, entirely, that must be the spirit of approach, absolute,
all-engrossing, making that the one point with which nothing else must
interfere.
What value have mental ideas
about the Divine, ideas about what he should be, how he should act, how he
should not act – they can only come in the way. Only the Divine himself
matters. When your consciousness embraces the Divine, then you can know what
the Divine is, not before. Krishna is Krishna, one does not care what he did or
did not do: only to see him, meet him, feel the Light, the Presence, the Love
and Ananda is what matters. So it is always for the spiritual aspiration – it
is the law of the spiritual life.
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“The ordinary action of the
Divine is a constant intervention within the actual law of things” – that may
or may not be but is not usually called the Divine Grace. The Divine Grace is
something not calculable, not bound by anything the intellect can fix as a
condition, v though ordinarily some call, aspiration, intensity of the psychic
being can awaken it, yet it acts sometimes without any apparent cause even of
that kind.
Sri Aurobindo: Letters on
Yoga Vol 2; Page – 609
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Words
of the Mother
You have said here that we
are “tied to the chain of Karma”, but then sometimes when the Divine Grace
acts, that contradicts...
Completely, the Divine
Grace completely contradicts Karma; you know, It makes it melt away like butter
that’s put in the sun. That is what I was saying just now. What you have just
told me is another way of speaking. I was putting myself in your place and
asking: There you are, if you have an aspiration that’s sincere enough or a
prayer that’s intense enough, you can bring down in you Something that will
change everything, everything —truly it changes everything. An example may be
given that is extremely limited, very small, but which makes you understand
things very well: a stone falls quite mechanically; say, a tile falls; if it
gets loose, it will fall, won’t it? But if there comes, for example, a vital or
mental determinism from someone who passes by and does not want it to fall and
puts his hand out, it will fall on his hand, but it will not fall on the
ground. So he has changed the destiny of this stone or tile. It is another
determinism that has come in, and instead of the stone falling on the head of
someone, it falls upon the hand and it will not kill anybody. This is an
intervention from another plane, from a conscious will that enters into the
more or less unconscious mechanism.
So the consequences of Karma are not rigorous?
No, not at all. In all
religions there are people who have said that, who have given such absolute
rules, but I believe it was in order to substitute themselves for Nature and
pull the strings. There is always this kind of instinct that wants to take the
place of Nature and pull the strings of people. So they are told: “There is an
absolute consequence of all that you do....” It is a concept necessary at a
given moment of evolution to prevent people from being in a completely
unconscious egoism, in a total unconsciousness of the consequences of what they
do. There is no lack of people who are still like that, I believe it is the
majority; they follow their impulses and do not even ask themselves whether
what they have done is going to have any consequences for them and for others.
So it is good that someone tells you straight, with a severe look: “Take care,
that has consequences which will last for a very long time!” And then there are
others who come and tell you: “You will pay for it in another life.” That,
however, is one of those fantastic stories.... But it does not matter: this
also can be for the good of people. There are other religions which tell you:
“Oh! If you commit that sin, you will go to hell for eternity.” You can
imagine!... So people have such a fright that it stops them a little, it gives
them just a moment for reflection before obeying an impulse—and not always;
sometimes the reflection comes afterwards, a little late.
It is not absolute. These
are still mental constructions, more or less sincere, which cut things into
small bits like that, quite neatly cut, and tell you: “Do this or do that. If
it is not this, it will be that.” Oh! what a nuisance is this kind of life. And
so people go mad, they are frightened! “Is it like that or rather this?” And
they want it to be neither this nor that, what should they do?— They have only
to climb to a higher storey. They must be given the key to open the door. There
is a door to the staircase, a key is needed. The key, as I told you just now,
is the sufficiently sincere aspiration or the sufficiently intense prayer. I
said “or”, but I do not think it is “or”. There are people who like one better
and others, the other. But in both there is a magical power, you must know how
to make use of it.
There is something very
beautiful in both, I shall speak to you about it one day, I shall tell you what
there is in aspiration and what in prayer and why both of them are
beautiful.... Some dislike prayer; if they entered deep into their heart, they
would find it was pride—worse than that, vanity. And then there are those who
have no aspiration, they try and they cannot aspire; it is because they do not
have the flame of the will, it is because they do not have the flame of
humility.
Both are needed. There must
be a very great humility and a very great will to change one’s Karma.
The Mother: CWM 5; page 88 - 90
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